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read the blog posts from janurary and feburary

Janurary

Feburary

progress stalled for this website

16/3/25, 11.25pm

I thought I was done with the homepage so I could finally go live but something is causing loads of blank space at the bottom of the page!!! I basically have to start from scratch because I dont know what is causing it and I spent like 3 weeks on it and im not going to decompile what ive spent so long on..... HUGE SIGH

13/3/25 2am

want to cry but whats the use. I think im just overwhelmed I want to end it all but I'm not the one who needs to die. I hate living here. I need to move out asap.

IM LIKE MAO ZEDONG – DEATH TO ALL LANDLORDS

12/3/25

Was told to report that woman tresspassing (she opened my door and tried walking in to my apartment...) and all the other stuff shes done (like mooning the camera I put up) to her landlord and he is once again just trying to brush it off (no surprise)....

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LISTEN TO THISSSSS!

9/3/2025 5.30am

feeling: like I need to shake ass and pussy pop in a gorilla grip mini skirt, stiletto boots and a 40 inch blonde bussdown

I dont have anything to say really. Listen to this sexy ass cunty song. Every shygirl song just radiates and screams CUNT!!!! like wtfffff

sexiest voices in dance music....

Shygirl - F*Me ft. Yseult

DOG SHIT ALL OVER MY FLOORS?!

8/3/2025 11pm

Today my cousin tried helping me put a camera up and omfg.... so the neighbour I've been having trouble with has resorted to letting her dog shit all over the front yard of the building and thats where my living room window is....

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dating in the 2020s as a black lesbian in the digital age post lockdown blah blah blah this one is a bit mean sprited

7/3/2025 4am

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lesbianism.

6/3/2025

I had a lovely and long conversation today with a good friend over the phone today...

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4th of march

on the 28th of feburary I asked to stay with my cousins because I was at my wits end. Its been cool. But I think I have to leave now, I dont want to take up too much space.

Im way too scared to go back home. I cry every night at the thought of having to go back but I cant sit in other ppls homes forever.

I shouldprobably go back to CBD idk how else I can go on.