making a quick blog post to say - i've been pretty busy and a little stressed out and sick over the past few days - which is why im giving you the media of the week later than usual!
ok a little sick is a understatement. my acid reflux has gotten so bad i get heart angina at night and have had to get a more instense medication for it....
im trying to distract myself from this stuff but its hard. im trying not to spiral. anyways the media of the week!
i decided to choose a music video i like as the visual media for this week. i havent had the energy or time to watch much tv or film (which i go on about how im feeling huge bouts of imposter syndrome because of this) so i chose a music video i absolutely admire. also been really liking this band called "the urge" and wanted to find something that went well with their music. the end result just being alt rock from 1995...
negasonic teenage warhead by monster magnet... a music video i wish i could live in, one i wish i directed, one i wish i worked on. im so grateful for its existence.
here are some songs by the urge i like that arent on the album i recced for this week!
JUMP RIGHT IN
TOO MUCH STEREO
DIVIDE AND CONQUER
may so far (25 days in woohoo!)
been working on a bunch of pages at the same time so theyre all in a half-done state so i havent been paying much attention to anything else really. thought i would recap my month so far.
just making a quick short post (i did start writing one 2 days ago and keep moving away to work on other pages...) about this weeks media...."of the week".
ofc the picks i have are nostalgic but also they're strangely very alike. both ginger snaps and spit came out in 2000, were produced in canada and take me back to when they were seemingly the only things that could fufil my... goth? alternative? yes, alternative teen heart. i dont feel comfortable calling myself goth because i dont feel like i commit to the scene and subculture like i used to. idk. too much to think about now.
pinkpanteress' version of american boy basically. i love her production work
May 5th 2025
i think she put crack in this song idk. its sooo good
star wars..... hmm
(written on) May 4th 2025. posting this on (revenge of) the 5th of May.
feeling: peaceful, i believe
Today is Star Wars day - i think i want to talk about my relationship with star wars. Its a weary broken one. Long story short - I couldn't care less about star wars anymore. but for some reason....
